LINKIN PARK RULES

Mon, 05 Jul 2004 02:13:42 GMT

98% of the teenage population does/has tried pot. If you're part of the 2% who hasn't, copy this in your journal

Name]] – RYAN NEWTON
[[nicknames]] – BEN, BUBBA , G-HOD, BABOON,TEA-BAG
[[birthday]] –JANUARY 1ST
[[astrological sign?]] -Capricorn
[[Chinese zodiac sign?]] - SNAKE
[[location]] - L-TOWN FL
[[sexual preference]] - GIRLS, AND....GIRLS
[[marital status]] - SINGLE, IT AINT THAT BAD
[[current hair color]] –BROWN
[[eye color]] - BLUE
[[parents still together?]] - Yes
[[siblings?]] – KEVO
[[pets?]] - DOG , CHARLIE
[[in school/graduated?]] – In school
[[rent, lease, or own your home?]] – YES, THE RENTS ARE OWNIN IT
[[what do you do for work?]] – WELL IM IN BETWEEN JOBS, LMAO
[[How much do you make?]] - USED TO 5 BUCKS, NEXT WEEK , LIKE 20 A DAY IF I WORK
[[what do you drive?]] – MINIVAN . OR A TRUCK

[[black and white/color]] -BLACK-ZZLE
[[red/blue]] - RED-IZZLE
[[dogs/cats]] - DOG
[[roses/daisies]] - ROSES
[[hair: short/long]] – I GUESS MINE IS LONG FOR A GUY , ITS A SHAG
[[boots/shoes]] - SHOES
[[food: Mexican Italian]] - MEXICAN, BUT I LIKE CHINESE TOO
[[dark/light]] - DARK
[[day/niter]] - NIGHT
[[city/country]] - COUNTRY, ITS QUIETER
[[sheets: solid/animal prints]] - SOLID...DUH

Favorites.

[[Color]] – GREEN/ORANGE, NOT TOGETHER
[[animal]] - SOMTHING WITH A HEAD
[[vehicle]] – MEH
[[flower]] - COCO BEAN, ITS A FLOWER I THINK, IT MAKES CHOCOLATE
[[soda]] - MOUNTAIN DEW LIVEWIRE
[[food]] – CHILI DOGS
[[book]] – THE GREEN MILE
[[author]] – J.K. ROWLING/ STEPHEN KING
[[band]] – LINKIN PARK, BUT GODSMACK IS #2
[[CD]] – LINKIN PARK, HYBRID THEORY
[[Song]] – IN THE END LINKIN PARK "ITS KINDA A PATTERN"
[[movie]] – PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN
[[director]] – I DUNNO, MARK WAHLBERG IS OKAY
[[extracurricular activity]] – FOOTBALL/BASKETBALL/SWIMMIN
Do you...

[[color your hair?]] - NO
[[have tattoos?]] - NO
[[have piercing(s)?]] – NOPE

Have you...

[[stolen anything?]] – NOT REALLY
[[Smoked?]] – NOPE, BUT NOBODY BELEIVES ME
[[pot?]] - UH NO
[[crack?]] - NOPERZ
[[considered a life of crime?]] – LOL, MAYBE, BUT NO
[[Maybe a pimp?]] – AINT NUTHIN WRONG WIT THAT
[[been married?]] - YES 3 TIMES, LMAO
[[Been divorced?]] - YEA 4 TIMES, LOL

Do you have/are you...

[[psycho?]] - ON OCCASIONS
[[Split personalities?]] – YES
[[Schizophrenic?]] - NOT AS BAD AS IT SOME
[[Obsessive?]] - NO
[[Compulsive?]] - NUUHH
[[obsessive compulsive?]] LOOK AT MY ANSWERS ABOVE
[[Panic?]] - YEA, ONLY WHEN MY LIP HAS A WHOLE IN IT, BUT, I DIDNT CRY LOL
[[anxiety?]] - NO
[[Depressed?]] - YEA...SOMETIMES
[[Obsessed with hate?]] – NOT REALLY
[[idolize infamous criminals?]] – I THINK THEYRE INTERESTING, BUT NOT IDOLIZE

Have you ever...

[[been in love]] -YEA, NEVA AGAIN FO A WHILE
[[Kept a secret from everyone]] -YEPPERZ
[[Had an imaginary friend]] - YEA, RIGHT AXLEY
[[Called or seen a psychic]] - NO
[[ever cried at a chick flick]] – NOPE
[[Had a crush on a teacher]] – YEA, SHE WAS FRICHEN HOTT, TATE KNOS, BOUT FAVREAU
[[Found a cartoon character attractive]] - YEA, THE GIRL FROM ALADIN
[[Ever at anytime owned a New Kids on the block tape]] – HECK NO
[[Watched Punchy Brewster]] - NOPERZ
[[prank called someone]] – YEA, DAN AND JAKE AND I DID THE OTHER DAY AND THEY CALLED BACH
[[Eaten a whole box of cookies and thought you were fat after]]-NOPE
[[been on stage]] – I AM ALWAYS ON STAGE
[[gotten in a car accident]] - YEA, PEOPLE ARE STUPID

Do you...

[[wear eye shadow]] - NO
[[have a dog]] - YEA CHARLIE
[[Want a tattoo, and where]] – YEA ,... U GUYS CAN THINK BOUT IT
[[Have any regrets]] - NOPE
[[Have a crush]] – HAD ONE, NOT AS OF NOW...WELL, YES
[[do you have a best friend]] - YEA, JAKE AND CHARLIE
[[Who do you go to for advice]] – TAYLOR
[[Who knows all your secrets]] –NOONE KNOS ALL OF THEM
[[Who do you cry with]] - I DONT CRY

Who was the last person...

[[you saw]] – MY MOM
[[You talked to in person]] - MY MOM
[[You talked to on the phone]] - LIZ
[[You kissed on the cheek]] - I DONT KISS CHEEKS
[[You kissed]] - I DONT KISS AND TELL ;-)
[[You hugged]] - CHARLIE DOG
[[You loved]] - HUH AS IN UMM... NO
[[Who visited you]] - AARON
[[you screamed at]] - MY MOM
[[you argued with]] - MY DAD
[[you got in a fight with]] – FIST FIGHT, KEVO
[[You said I love you to]] – STEPHANIE
[[That told you they loved you]] – STEPHANIE
Do you believe in..

[[God/devil]] – YEA AMD OVER THE YEARS I LEARNED DEVIL=BAD GOD=GOOD
yourself]] - LOL, NOPE
[[your friends]] - YEA
[[Aliens]] - YEA
[[Love]] - WELL ITS POSSIBLE
[[The closet monster]] - I AM THE CLOSET MONSTER
[[One person for everyone]] - HUH, YES

What are you...

[[doing]] – LISTENIN TO GODSMACK
[[Wearing]] – NUTHIN, WAIT T SHIRT AND SHORTS
[[Listening to]] – GODSMACK
[[thinking]] - about something
[[Smelling]] - SONNYS , THAS WHAT I HAD FO DINNER
[[Drinking]] – TEA

SONG OF THE DAY IS

ECHO-TRAPT
Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste, Asking why

I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride

I think about your face
And how I fall into your eyes
The outline that I trace
Around the one that I call mine
Time that called for space
Unclear where you drew the line
I don't need to solve this case
And I don't need to look behind

Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste, Asking why

I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride

Do I expect to change
The past I hold inside
With all the words I say
Repeating over in my mind
Some things you can't erase
No matter how hard you try
An exit to escape
Is all there is left to find

Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste, Asking why

I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside

So I close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste, Asking why

I'll run away with you, by my side
I'll run away with you, by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside

O AND WHO WANTS TO BE THE FIRST COMMENT IN MY NEW LJ, U BETTER HURRY , CAUSE AS U CANT TELL ITS A MAD DASH TO THE FINISH

kimberly browning, i am sorry

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 22:23:11 GMT

this is my public apology to kimberly for the things i said yesterday, i was actin like a reall ass, and im sorry for what i wrote, i am taking it off of my lj right now and i need to talk to kimberly , and personally apologize i shouldnt have said the things i said and i feel like shit, but i do need to apologize , my angry and mad feelings got the better of me and i am sorry, i didnt mean anyhting i typed and i cant take it out of ur head , but i want u to kno its not true at all , i was mad for other reasons also and i shouldnt have taken it out on her i am really sad for the things i said and i want her to kno i apologize from the bottom of my heart, i am a true ass

GIT-R-DONE

Tue, 29 Jun 2004 01:12:45 GMT

i have a really boring and lonely life, meh ill get over it, lol, yea today was really funny good ol charlie dog got his haircut, he looks so funny and i cant laugh at him cause it mite make him feel bad, i think he looks like a pimp, they gave him a bandana, now since he got a haircut ppl wont shut up about my hair sayin i need one also, im tired of those people, and its startin to piss me off cause they wont just shut up, its even kind of an old subject, but, the dan man is cumin over manana which is kool but i have a dentist apointment the day spiderman comes out. lol, well i was bout to type sumthin but its in my best intrests not to so nvm, yesterday was redneck sunday on comedy central , i watched get-r-done with larry the cable guy, he was frichen hilarious, jake said he watched it with his mom during the worst part, lol, i can imagine that, i was bored as crap since, well a while, im probly goin to tennessee for like 2 weeks in like a month or so, of course ill still be on the internet the whole time, hopefully, tommorow i get to go back to campfire and play with the kids, maybe, that girl will gimme her #, i doubt it , but meh w/e im probly just posed to be single for a while , if so so be it, but im still gonna put my song of the day up

one thing-finger eleven

Restless tonight
Cause I wasted the light
Between both these times
I drew a really thin line
It’s nothing I planned
And not that I can
But you should be mine
Across that line

If I traded it all
If I gave it all away for one thing
Just for one thing
If I sorted it out
If I knew all about this one thing
Wouldn’t that be something

I promise I might
Not walk on by
Maybe next time
But not this time

Even though I know
I don’t want to know
Yeah I guess I know
I just hate how it sounds

get-r-done

Sun, 27 Jun 2004 05:48:40 GMT

wow sup chicas and chicos, how yall doin today, well im not havin the best of days, this mornin got bout 4 hours sleep and had to go to a mall in lake wales, the mall was pretty kool, but i didnt buy anything cause i didnt c anything for 37 bucks that i wanted, but then my dad says lets go to barnhills, i hate barnhills, i dunno why but i do, today was worse cause there were like 100 ppl over 50, including my dad, and iv noticed as he gets older he gets more childish, i want to ground him sometimes, lol then i couldnt go to a movie cause my brother got his contact stuck above his eye and wouldnt stop bitchin so we had to go to the doctor, then my dad said lets go to publix so there was absolutly no chance of me makin my movie, so i stayed in the car and slept , the best part of the day was i got my absolute favorite chinese food, its chicken and brocoli, with carrots and rice and i love it so at like 12 i watched the ghram norton affect which kicked ass and now im here talkin to stephanie and that was my dad , nowits ur turn, lol l8r
chicos and chicas

p.s. song of the day, is iris-goo goo dolls, its a great song

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cuz I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cuz sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you'd bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

Fri, 25 Jun 2004 01:39:53 GMT

times for the terminal: 1:20 , 4:20 , 7:20 ,10:00,

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 07:02:57 GMT

a few minutes ago i didnt kno whether to be sad or what, but iv decided to be happy cause everythings gonna b the same as it used to be which im totally kool with but hopefully noone thinks even lesser of me than b4 props to the dan man but today im gonna hit yall with some oldies for the song of the day couple of guys my dad makes me listen to on road trip but they arent that bad heres

sound of silence-Simon and Garfunlkle

Hello darkness, my old friend,
I've come to talk with you again,
Because a vision softly creeping,
Left its seeds while I was sleeping,
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence.

In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone,
'Neath the halo of a street lamp,
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of
a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence.

And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more.
People talking without speaking,
People hearing without listening,
People writing songs that voices never share
And no one dared
Disturb the sound of silence.

"Fools" said I,"You do not know
Silence like a cancer grows.
Hear my words that I might teach you,
Take my arms that I might reach you."
But my words like silent raindrops fell,
And echoed
In the wells of silence

And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon god they made.
And the sign flashed out its warning,
In the words that it was forming.
And the signs said, The words of the prophets
are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls.
And whisper'd in the sounds of silence.

never forget, just put away

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 04:31:01 GMT

(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried
so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 05:11:28 GMT

ok i got back from campfire a couple hours ago thought id tell yal whats up, first of all , i only had one person in my group...aaron "jakes lil brother" it was kool, one of the other volunteer chix kept on playin with my hair at first it was weird then i decided w/e and then she stole my hat i was like wth, its kool cause she wsa kinda hot but not the kind for me, i decided id play along, i made a turtle, she told me i was copyin her...i wasnt...ok maybe ...a lil...ok i was, but thats besides the point she stole my hat, she kept my hat like the whole time, but it was kool cause her group and aaron were together which meant i was there, so i could make sure my hat was ok, problem is the whole time i was around the girl there i couldnt get my mind off somebody else, and i feel good bout that person, so i dont feel bad if i missed out cause i really really really really really really really really really really really like someone else i dunno if she knos how much i like her just hopin to get the point across . ok enough of the lovey dovey stuff i just hope she reads this and hopefully, understands what she means to me, ok, well the song of the day is goin out to her and i think she'll kno its called

thinking of u

Have you ever stood outside a picket fence
You can see through
But you can't get to the inside, oh
You sit there and wait
I look at you and anticipate
What we could be and what we could do

Fly the wings of an eagle
Glide along with the wind
No matter how high
I'll be thinking of you the whole time
Fly the wings of an eagle
Glide along with the wind
No matter how high
I'll be thinking of you the whole time

I'm carrying this heavy load
Don't know what to do
The only thing I know
Is I'm in love with you
Fly with the wings of an eagle
No matter how high
I'll be thinking of you

Fly the wings of an eagle
Glide along with the wind
No matter how high
I'll be thinking of you the whole time
Fly the wings of an eagle
Glide along with the wind
No matter how high
I'll be thinking of you the whole time

No matter how high, no matter how low
I'll be thinking of you, oh
No matter what I do, no matter where I go
I'll be thinking of you, oh
No matter how high, no matter how low
I'll be thinking of you, whoa oh
No matter what I do, no matter where I go
I'll be thinking of you, oh
You'll be on my mind, oh

Fly the wings of an eagle
Glide along with the wind
No matter how high
I'll be thinking of you the whole time
Fly the wings of an eagle
Glide along with the wind
No matter how high
I'll be thinking of you the whole time
Oh

Fly the wings of an eagle
No matter how high
I'll be thinking of you the whole time
Oh
You'll be on my mind all the time
Oh
You'll be on my mind
I'll be thinking of you the whole time

i stole it from taylor

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 03:46:41 GMT

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	delicious
Your hugs are...	gentle
Your eyes...	sparkle like the stars
Your touch is...	irresistable
Your smell is...	exotic
Your smile is...	encouraging
Your love is...	eternal

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Tue, 22 Jun 2004 20:49:00 GMT

hey guys im chillin like a villain, listenin to lostprophets yes...again, hey its a good song, anyways whats up , yay, my pool is like the clearest blue iv seen it this year, i need to have a party, ill ask fasha and masha ok well im bout to go volunteer with the lil kids at campfire, wwowsa i hope they dont bother me, i get to make new friends "theyre like 6 years old" anyways im out but yall have a good day, i hopefully will , o ill be home at nine thirty , might or might not be on , but ill def b on at 11 later peeps

p.s. song of the day

id do anything -simbleplan

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
Nanana (....)
And I'd do anything for you
Nanana (....)

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

sadness-anger-madness-meh

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 23:55:38 GMT

bach to reality, ok im sittinhere really bored , like 2 days ago i finally found my set of chicago bulls cards "yeaya" i have ppl noone haas ever heard of "the cards are from the jordan era btw" i have bill wellington?keith booth? scott burell?, but i also have my favorites like steve kerr, the croacasian sensation toni kukoc, ron harper, dennis rodman, scotie pippen, and micheal jordan, yayness, ok thats enough bout that, i think i need some new cds, im not sure if i want to buy them though, skippy and i went to walmart and sams today, lol, good times, we saw liz and annie "hi liz and annie"then we decided to look in the dvd section of walmart, i got angry cause they wont sell unrated stuff, i want badder santa, not bad enough to buh it , im so darn picky, o well i got the munchie "not that kind of munchies" yesterday a turtle decided to wonder into my pool, it was kool we got pictures, i named him haas, then my dad and kevo had to take him to the lake "sadness"ill never forget u haas, lol, this is the longest iv written or typed in a long time, ok, im startin sumthin new its called the song of the day yah this will be fun

song of the day lostprophets- last train home

To every broken heart in here
Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared
She told me that it's all part of the choices that you make
Even when you think you're right
You have to give to take

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

I wonder if you're listening
Picking up on the signals
Sent back from within
Sometimes it feels like I don't really know whats going on
Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

Well we sing if we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing if it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason to ever fall in love

But we sing
If we're going no where
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing with out a reason to never fall in love
To never fall in love again

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 03:52:13 GMT

telling her makes me feel worse, i feel so stupid, well ill get over the feeling and ill feel better later...hopefully

where u at tpholla

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 04:35:53 GMT

*this didnt happen to me it was sent to me as an email*

This is something that happened to Ryan and me on the way back from
> Texas. Last spring. I didn't think much of it until now. The reason we
> were a little e suspicious is we had been riding in a jeep all day with
> 100 degrees temps and we stopped at a truck stop for something to drink.
> When I was leaving a young girl followed me out and asked what kind of
> cologne
> I was wearing. Well, after 7 hours in the car sweating. I don't think
> you could tell I was or was not wearing any cologne. We just got in the
> jeep and said no thanks. So this does happen. To all my female friends.
>
> It was about 3 weeks ago, I was at the shell station in Auburn getting
> gas. I was about 11:30pm. I was approached by 2 men and 2 women in a
> car. The man that was driving asked me 'What kind of perfume do you
> wear?' I was a bit confused and I asked him 'Why?' He said 'We are
> selling some name brand perfumes, at cheap prices.' I said I had no
> money. He then reached o ut of the car and handed me paper that was
> laminated; it had many perfumes on it. I looked quickly at it and gave
> it back. I said, I have no money. He said it is OK, we take check, cash,
> or credit cards. Then the people in the car began to laugh. I just got
> in my car and said no thanks. Then I received this e-mail yesterday, and
> it sent chills up my spine.
> Please read this It is not joke.
> Here is the e-mail I was sent:
> Dear Friends,
> I know not all of you are women that I am sending this to, but am hoping
> you will share this with your wives, daughters, mothe r, sisters, etc.
> Our world seems to be getting crazier by the day. Pipes bombs in
> mailboxes and sickos in parking lots with perfume. Be careful. I was
> approached yesterday afternoon around 3:30 pm in the Wal-Mart parking
> lot at University Drive in Des Moines, by two males asking what kind of
> perfume I was warning. Then they asked if I'd like to sample some
> fabulous scent they were willing to sell me at a very reasonable rate.
>
> I probably would have agreed had I not received an email some weeks ago
> warning of a 'Wanna smell this neat perfume?' scam. The men continued to
> stand between parked cars, I guess to wait for someone else to hit on.
> I stopped a lady going towards them, pointing at them, and told her
> about how I was sent a e-mail at work, about someone walking up to you
> at the malls or in parking lots, and asking you to SN IFF PERFUME that
> they are >selling at a cheap price.
> THIS IS NOT PERFUME...IT IS ETHER! When you sniff it, you'll pass out.
> And they'll take your wallet, your valuables, and heaven knows what
> else. If it were not for this e-mail, I probably would have sniffed the
> perfume. But thanks to the generosity of an emailing friend, I was
> spared whatever might have happened to me.
> I wanted to do the same for you. PLEASE PASS THIS ALONG TO ALL YOUR
> WOMEN FRIENDS, AND PLEASE BE ALERT, AND BE AWARE. IF YOU ARE A MAN AND
> RECEIVE THIS, PASS IT ON TO YOUR WOME N FRIENDS.
> Ladies this happened to me yesterday and I didn't smell the perfume
> either, thanks to this email. This is true. Believe me, I know. I was
> over by Big Lots in the parking lot at lunch time when I was approached.
>
> So either day or night, it does not matter. There were 3 guys together
> when I was approached. I called the police when I got back to my desk.
> Like the email says above, LET EVERYONE KNOW ABOUT THIS. YOUR FRIENDS,
> FAMILY, COWORKERS, who ever. It helped me. The first things that popped
> in my head was this e-mail warning.

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 22:15:20 GMT

And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you
Feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the
Things I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

everyone who reads my lj has probably noticed i use alot of songs, well sometimes i think its easier to put a song that says what im tryin to say instead of just retypin stuff over and over millions of times on the internet so im sorry if u think i use songs too much but meh, ocasionally when i actually do sit down and write sumthin it means sumthin to somebody, and its usually important except for right now cause im just explainin stuff, well thats a lil important, basically its hard for me to say how i feel, and this year was the first time iv ever opened up to anyone and i want to thank her for listenin to all of my crazy loopy stupid crap, and hopefully we'll be friends forever, along with everyone else who has listened to me rant and rave so thanx EVERYBODY, buh byes

P.s congrats to monilla nad taylor theyre goin to c HANSON, ok , well i kno everyones thinkin "ok ben u like hanson?" well i tolerate them and if u read some of there lyrics its kinda kool, it sounds like poetry, ok now im just ramblin so thanx taylor and everybody else

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 05:02:47 GMT

So small, yet still so proud
At night before he dreams he looks into the clouds
A high flyer's what I want to be
Seems they won't let me, says I'm too small
I don't feel small at all

Break my dreams, that's what they'll do
Well I'm going to run away and learn to fly like you
I'm going to go so high and swoop so low
You can't bring me down, going to be so proud

Little angel you got to learn to fly
Get up and earn your wings tonight
Little angel just look in my eyes
Get up and earn your wings tonight

Push and shove then climb aboard
This is the shuttle train to the top of the world
When you look around what do you see
These are all high flyers
But none of these high flyers look like me

What is that supposed to mean
What am I supposed to be

I pull my way up through this crowd
To find your body crushed on the ground
It's so obvious, why couldn't you see
That you can't go high flying without a pair of high-flyer wings

Little one's broken lying on the ground
Trying to get up 'till his last breath out
Wings are strune everywhere, there's blood all around
'Cause even angel's die, but that light just fades
It's so sad, but he'd be so proud

Broken angel you've got to learn to fly
Get up and earn your wings tonight
Broken angel just look in my eyes
Get up and earn you wings tonight
Get up and earn your wings, earn your wings tonight

Wed, 16 Jun 2004 03:38:08 GMT

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing
smile and be happier

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 21:51:51 GMT

i hate it when im eatin chinese food and someone says mmmm cat, lol, i did that to myself today, i love boourbon cat...i mean chicken

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 00:00:40 GMT

im gonna stop cursing, this will make many of u happy, the first thing i did was got rid of rick james

happiness is platinum

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 20:23:13 GMT

ok , here is a song by maroon 5 that made me think o somebody and im gonna post it cause i have nuthin better to do

She Will Be Loved

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

[in the backround]
Please don't try so hard to say goobye
Please don't try so hard to say goobye

Yeah
[softly]
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Try so hard to say goobye

to do

Fri, 11 Jun 2004 22:08:33 GMT

there is a new angel

Fri, 11 Jun 2004 17:49:41 GMT

i cant deal with whats goin on i want to be by myself but i need someone, im so confused,

Fri, 11 Jun 2004 15:04:44 GMT

dammit, we all have our time to go , but FUCK

righto mate

Fri, 11 Jun 2004 05:15:31 GMT

i promise to post tomorrow...if i remember

thanx tp

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 21:23:05 GMT

*You*
-Full Name?: Ryan Ben-Jammin Newton
-Birthday/Age: 1/1/89 15
-Current Hair Color?:brown
-Natural Hair Color?: brown
-Eye Color?: blue
-Glasses or Contacts?: Glasses
-Braces?: uh, nope
-Single or taken?: single n haten it
-Height?: 5' 8''
-Weight?: 128...chunky chicks rock
-Freckles?: sure
-Curly/Straight/Wavy Hair?:curly
-Skin Color?: white
-Birthplace/Where You live now: Brandon tennessee, Lakeland Florida

*Details About You*
-Least favorite Body Part?:my boobs although fun to play with , jk
-Favorite Body Part?: um, I dont really have one
-Piercings?: no
-Tattoos?: guess where lol, jk
-Self Esteem on scale of 1-10: 8
-What Do you Think of Your Looks 1-10: 4...meh
-Do You Paint Your Nails?: no
-Body Type?: tall n' busty
-Are You Happy With Yourself?: usually
-Introvert/Extrovert: introvert
-Are You Suicidal?: no
-Ever Cut Yourself?: papercuts suck , but not purposely
-Mainly Happy Or Sad?: happy
-Lazy or Busy?: lol

*Your Personality*
-Depressed or Happy?: happy
-Loud or Quiet?: LOUD
-Stay At Home or Go Out?: go out
-Rent a Movie or Go to the Theatre: depends who im with ;-)
-Are You a Flirt?: i think so
-Strongwilled?: very
-Obnoxious?: depends who u ask
-A Good Friend? u tell me
-Horny?: lol
-Slutty? O yes
-Shy?: hello no, "i didnt curse"
-Understanding?: yep
-Random?: hey look a kitty
-Emotional?: no
-Sensitive?: nu uhh
-Mean?: yea, sometimes
-Blunt?: no
-Honest?: yea
-Witchy?: no
-Original?: meh
-Arrogant?no
-Confident?:no
-Artsy?: no
-Ambitious?: yes
-Dependent?: um..
-Funny?: im rick james bith "i purposely left out the c"
-Lazy?: yea
-Sarcastic?: no, never lol
-Opinionated?:maybe

*Favorites*
-favorite...color:orange/ green, not together
-food: chinese or mexi-can
-song: in the end
-band: linkin park/ godsmack
-type of kiss: one from a chick, although im kinda byast considerin i wont kiss a guy sorry taiterizer
-piercing: w/e
-hair color: blobrunette
-eye color: blue ; )
-movie: pirates o the caribbean
-tv show: the simpsons
-website: tshirthell.com
-actress: lindsay lohan, lol, meh
-actor: adam sandler
-animal: dog
-tv channel: espn
-radio station: meh
-comedian: jeff foxworthy
-book: hurry potter
-shirt you own?: GOT BOOTY
-pants you own?: south pole ones
-drink: Mountain Dew Live Wire
-city: Pigeon Forge Tennessee
-thing to do by yourself: call people/ play with dog
-think to do with friends: hang around ...meh
-friend: guy friend jake chick friend meh

*Love Life*
-Are You In A Relationship?: No
-If Not Would You Like To Be?: Yes
-If Not Do You Have A Crush?: yea, kinda
-Crush/Partners Name?: sweetums, lol "not really tait i kno u need help"
-Crush/Partners Age?: 15
-Are You In Love?: not this time
-Would You Do Anything For Them?: yea, were pretty good friends
-Do They Love you?:not in that way , me thinx
-Would They Do Anything For You?: probley not
-Is It Love Or Lust?: meh,

*Questions*
-Do You Drink Alcohol?: Nope
-Do You Smoke Cigarettes?: No
-Do You Smoke Pot?: No
-Or Do Any Other Drugs?: No
-Do You Party?: Yea
-In A Relationship or Casually?: WTF do u mean
-Do You Prefer to Confide In People?: not till i talked to t/p
-Best friend(s)?: did i just answer this

*Ambitions*:
-Ever Want to Get Married?: Yes
-Have Kids?: Yes
-Go To College?: Yea
-Die?: i have to eventually, but not any time soon

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 18:09:17 GMT

my favorite song

(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried
so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter